Three Letters
No emotion inside
Emptiness is all I feel
Anger subsides
So I pick up the steel
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A new mark made
Temporary physical pain
Old scars fade
But the memories remain
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Tighten the grip
A deep mark for that
Two for this
Three letters total, “FAT”
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Once or twice, I’ve had a friend ask me why I do this to myself. I couldn’t really explain it, and this barely scratches the surface. However, this was not written with this person in mind. I just got hit with the idea and this poured out over the paper.
To be honest there’s nothing wrong with the way you look.
I’d have to say in my personal opinion you are a very attractive young woman.
This is only one semi-reason of why I kind of do the things I do. I’ve got a lot of emotional baggage that I’m working through, and things are looking up for me right now, which is great and all. But this helps me to look back at where I was and see how far I’ve come in terms of knowing myself and understanding myself.