I hate my life today. I hated it yesterday. I hated it the day before. I forsee hating it tomorrow.

Nothing went right this weekend.

I went out on Friday night with a girlfriend. I met up with Kyle and she with Jordan. Jordan knew people there and they joined us. I flirted with the guys. They started it.
I felt sexy and wanted and attractive and fun. It was amazing.

…and all I wanted was to see you. But I can’t keep doing this.

I went home with one of the guys. I laid in his arms and all I could think of was you.

I kissed him and tasted you.

I fell asleep next to him and I craved you.

You weren’t there…