Me: How upset are you that nothing happened on Friday? 5:03 PM
Caleb?: : Uh, not at all? I feel like there was just something i might have been missing, something that we all might understand soon, maybe. I didnt know what to expect, but im still paying attention… Why? 5:38 PM
Me: Just curious. I mean, the lights that happened that week and the earthquakes and shit. And then nothing on Friday. It almost feels like a let down. 5:39 PM
Caleb?: But the second things happen and when we find out about them can be different… What if on that day an alien race gave our goverments an ultimatum? Or anything like that? Ive felt more since then too- felt like thoughts have been more complete, and dreams have been more frequent, I dunno, still waitin to grow some more 5:48 PM
Me: You believe in aliens now? I mean, I’m not saying they don’t, but from a realistic point of view, I don’t see how they can and we don’t know already. 5:50 PM
Me: Probably not what I was supposed to focus on, but whatever. LOL. 5:51 PM
Caleb?: Youre gonna just have to roll with me on the alien thing. too long a story. 6:05 PM
Me: I’m slightly intrigued. 6:06 PM
Caleb?: I’ve definitely explained enough craziness to enough people lately to go into all that. 6:09 PM
Me: I wasn’t asking for an explanation. I was just saying. 6:09 PM
Caleb?: I understand. 6:25 PM
Me: Anyway, thanks. 6:26 PM
Caleb?: Why did ya wonder? 6:28 PM
Me: Eh? 6:28 PM
Caleb?: Whyd you ask 6:29 PM
Me: Oh. I’m not sure. I guess because you were the one who told me about it and you were so into it. It was your new Australia almost. 6:30 PM
Caleb?: You were right when you said I’d lost my drive. You nailed it. 6:37 PM
Me: I know. 6:37 PM
Caleb?: I’m glad. It was a drive fed by my ability to fuck with people. And it rode on the same resource. 6:48 PM
Caleb?: It was pure ego. 6:50 PM
Me: Yeah, but you did more than anyone else when you had it. Seems like you are more stationary without it. In all aspects… 6:52 PM
Caleb?: I definitely am. I hate it. 6:52 PM
Me: Why not change it? 6:53 PM
Caleb?: This is what a conflicted person does. And the drive was more external than innate. 6:54 PM
Me: You think so? What was different before? 6:55 PM
Caleb?: Different company. 6:55 PM
Me: Jess? Alyssa? Me? 6:56 PM
Me: Ryan? 6:56 PM
Caleb?: Not anyone that was removed. It’s the company since added. 6:57 PM
Me: Ashley? Really? 6:58 PM
Caleb?: It was gone before she and I got together. 7:04 PM
Me: Jd? I’m curious and I don’t know why… 7:05 PM
Caleb?: I don’t know… but I’m only certain enough of anything to say that it’s related to the change of people around me. 7:06 PM
Me: Uh huh… 7:07 PM
Caleb?: Have you ever had an actual conversation with Ashley? Ever? 7:09 PM
Me: Other than the Facebook stuff, no. Why would I? 7:10 PM
Caleb?: You clearly wouldn’t. 7:11 PM
Me: So why ask? 7:11 PM
Caleb?: Because I’d love like nothing else to see that happen. 7:12 PM
Me: Why? 7:12 PM
Caleb?: Because I’m a sucker for people confronting things that get to them most. Small part of the drive that still lingers. 7:13 PM
Me: I don’t get to her. So what would that accomplish? 7:15 PM
Caleb?: Wouldn’t be for her. 7:17 PM
Me: What am I supposed to get out of it? 7:18 PM
Caleb?: Would be for you either, kiddo. 7:18 PM
Me: Are you serious? 7:19 PM
Caleb?: Well yeah. 7:24 PM
Me: Tell you what, next time you are in Fayetown, we’ll all get high and talk. 7:27 PM
Caleb?: I think if the three of us all got together in the same room the world would actually have to end. 7:30 PM
Me: Why is that? 7:32 PM
Caleb?: Because we’d all be different people than the people that we are. I’d have to be excluded. 7:34 PM
Me: I thought you couldn’t handle fakeness when high. Wouldn’t that be better? 7:35 PM
Caleb?: Not about fakeness. You two are from different planets. You’d need me out of the way to figure out what language you’d use. If I were there I’d be transl 7:38 PM
Caleb?: ating, and I’d be terrible at it. 7:38 PM
Me: Pfft. Like I’d let you translate for me. 7:39 PM
Caleb?: If I wanted it to happen, it’d happen. Both both those reasons I’d have to be out of the room. 7:41 PM
Me: No. You wouldn’t get to decide everything if I were there. 7:42 PM
Caleb?: You’re already behind on this analogy. Don’t worry about it. It will definitely never happen. 7:44 PM
Me: I know. Which is why I didn’t care to keep up. 7:44 PM
